My heart to you

I long to be loved
To feel something new
To know that I'm needed
And wanted by you
To feel joy instead of sadness
To feel love instead of pain
To know joy and confort
And not anger and distane

So I've opened myself
To your love and your trust
I pray for your compassion
For that is a must
Please don't forsake me
Or leave me in the cold
Hold my heart with kindness
And never let go

A love song

Sing a sad love song of a love gone by
Sing a sad love song so I can cry
Sing of sorrow and sing of pain
Sing of tears and sing of rain
Sing a sad love song of my love lost
Sing a sad love song despite the cost
Sing a sad love song sing one for me
Sing a sad love song and set my soul free
Sing a sad love song.

How long

Sometimes life is funny
in ways that seem ok,
but then you have your moments
when that just all goes away.
In all my hopes and wishes,
questions and requests,
I get retarded heartaches,
and pain with every breath.
Why is it so hard for love to find me,
have I done something that very wrong?
Lord, I don't get it
how long for me Lord, how long . . .
All I want is someone to love me
someone to show me they care
I thought I found that in you
found someone who would be there . . .
was I wrong for loving you?
Am I wrong for how I feel?
Do you really love me
tell me what's really the deal?
How long do I have to wait
for you to truly see
how long do I have to hurt
before you truly love me?